HI THIS IS LINDA....
                Brethe & PAUSE & PLAN those are big words for me... Yes important to remember.  I  try to do just that. ASO, one foot in front of the oter.  It has been hard for me lately..  hope to get beter days ahed.
linda

TODAY WILL BE A BETER DAY!

Yestrday was a hard day.  I have to many thigs going on.  The files in my head are to many..  I did some deep breath exercises today.  I made a littel list for today.  1 thig to do.  So glad the t.v. taping got canceled, I dont thik I wood be to good.  But.......... Today is new & I decide to make it  A BUTIFUL DAY!!!
Normies I am trying ... Linda says

I did not  go to the conference today. I am sure it was very good & informative for brain injury persons & famlys & caregivers. My Dr. Cherly was ther with her students from antioch!!!  That is specal win she is involved.  She gives so much.  I am so hapy she is in my life.  I truly wood not make it without her.
It's  so impotant to have a neuro psycoligist.  Hard for us to acept the new us & depresion is a tuf one,  so many times yuo want to be who u were, but not going to hapen. But.......... be the actor smile act like yuo get thigs even win yuo dont.   I am at aceptance most of the time.
Famly yuo so help me want to keep going... called grankids..  I just wish I lives by them or culd drive.

It is a butiful Day!!!!

Today is Friday, frend Elizabeth coming to get me for lunch.. nice.  the Brain Injury Center Conferenc is Saturday, stil don't know if I am going...
Starting to prepare for a T.V. taping Tuesday in Ventura.... I rely just spek frommy hart,  reding it does not work at all for me.   This time I want to tell pepol yuo must contunue to work hard, finding hobbys try thigs that yuo can't do, keep trying.  I dont lke cant's so I say find the cans....  thigs ar so much harder win yuo hav a braininjury.... but ....yuo  can go farter than the Dr's. tell yuo. Positive yes tuff...  work.. I have chosen to push self with the help of my hubin &  famly, frends, that only hav known me the new Linda, almost all frends from befor my acident  they left me.  Well it is there lost.!....   It makes me feel good win oter brain injury frends say I am a inspiration . 3 of them I have got to do public speking.  2 to go back to colege.

well thats all for today. love linda

Well remicade was yestrday, went well.  well yes i am a braininjury survivor, & I have chrohns disease. so I get remicade infusion every 6 weeks.. so I can eat. It is going well.  Brain Injury Center (BIC) has conference this Sat.  Hope it goes well. Many profesionals  I hope...........
I did all my erand today with Mari... good day.  I was on task,  I did prety good. List complete.. yeh.
I am doing a T. V. show next week, that will be fun.  Me the brain jurred person talkng abuot what it is like in the my thiking my head  &  what it is like in my day with some normies asking question.  Shuld be interesing.  Me with the normies... Oh boy.  They have no clue.
Well till tomorow ....Good Nite, Linda

Linda"s Day

The famly visit was fun but very tiring..........Stil resting.. Yes yuo say but yuo hav been resting.. yes but .. it takes alot of of me win i am with oters. lots of stimuli. oters takling, laughing just lots going on. I smil & act like it get whatever is going on . All my braininjured frends get it.  So i am stil taking it easy today.
Tomorow will be a beter  i just know i will be charged back up.

good nite my frends.. Linda

Hi to all....
Hapy Easter!  My famly was here , we went to " The Getty Museum "  a few days ago, we hav been havng fun.....

I am so tired..... canceled brunch i culd not make it..  Sleep, relax, do noting alday.
I  will rite tomorow i hope... linda

BRAIN INJURYED TRYNG TO FIT IN A NORMIE WORLD...I SO HOP YUONEVER HAVE TO LERNWHAT IT IS LIKE!!

TUES, APRIL 1, 2010

Stil tired from yesterday events.  There wer many...  Being brain injuryed is so hard.  Win normies complain i get so upset.  I so wish i culd trad themjust for a day.  then just maybe they wood get it,  

The BIC ( BRAIN INJURY CENTER)  REELY IS MY FIT IN SPOT.  I don't have or need to pretend, not of us do.

Today was o.k. culd not keep my thiks togeter.  MAybe tomorow will be beter.

good nite...

Apirl 1, 2010


I WILL CONTINUE.... THE REST OF MY YESTRDAY......  MAYBE IF I rite this i will hav a beter day!!!!
I DECIDED I DID GOOD WITH THE BIC  MEETNG WITH ?  I DID EXPLAN MYSEFL LIKE HOW I SAY A BIG PERSON.  STIL CANT GET IT OUR OF MY HEAD HOW THINGS WERE HANDLED WITH A HIGHLY  CREDENTIALS PROFESIONAL.  THEY AR VERY DUMB FOR THAT ONE.  
THE REST OF THE DAY......
I WORK HARD ON THE COMUNTY KNOWNG ME & MY LIMITS & THAT I AM BRAIN INJURED .  I HAV GOTEN SO MUCH HELP & MONEY FOR THE BIC.  WELL WIN REX & I WERE AT, "THE OAKS",  yestrday,  anoter person that i hav devoloped a fredship with, said she had fuond me on our wesite & wood love to vounteer som time.  i did not say anythig then . But I will!!!!
We went to starbucks for our daily java.... yea.  I  go in of course my frend is working.  She is not to hapy, she has taken the day off on Tues.  has goten 5 pepol to volunteer there time on puting togeter packets for the THE CONFERENCE we are havng. And gues what, yes she caled & was told that thigs may not be redy to put togeter.......oh i am furuos....... What are they thikng.  
Yes me brain injuryed & i know yuo don't run a organizeation this way.  She taking off work, 5 oters have made arangements, Oh i am not a hapy camper...... I so hope they hav the materal to put togeter the packets.  But i will not be atending.  somone out ther knows
... the WHY NOT for me....
So today has got to me a beterter day...  I so know it willbe....